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The Lover's Dicts muse me

I haven't read The Lover's Dicts by David Levithan, but it's inspiring me already in making a vocabulary about the glimpse of my love story.

Starts with G, the 7th letter in the Alphabets, the 7th letter of Lamborghini, your favorite car. 7 is my most favorite number. Period.
Genuine. I remember exactly how you love me, because I am the complete package of the true soul, I never pretend, you said to me once. 
Gaffe. Your left eye wink to me while we waiting for the dessert, my body response awkwardly that I’m almost fallen my glass. You laugh, my favorite laugh, and you know that I embarassed. 
Germane. As a human for 25 years of my age, I’v never seen such a relevant intuition and actions that every single thing you did was appropriate at least to me. 
Garamond. I typed randomly on my desktop that afternoon, you came and change the font. You always love being classy. I type this also like you did. 
Gesture. “It is the way you react that fool me harder this time” One night I realize that we don’t need statement to agree on the idea that it’s time for us to separate. 
Grandeur. I was thinking that the love once shared is the most splendid thing happens in my life. 
Gratify. “Thank you baby for sharing the day with me” you never forget to say that as we arrived at my home’s front gate, you looked pleased and hugged me deeply before leaving. 
Groom. You, I pray to God he is you. Amen.



Hush stop guessing, I’m not pointing this to anyone. Some are being my muse, but that's just it.

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