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Seusai membereskan meja dan isi tas cangklongku, aku meneguk setengah gelas terakhir air putih diatas meja, sambil menunggu balasan pesan, aku membuka-buka laman twitter. Nomor tidak dikenal itu tiba-tiba menelepon.

Lantunan “youre beautiful” dari James Blunt terdengar hingga refrain, aku enggan mengangkat telepon. Dalam beberapa detik itu aku benci memikirkan bahwa ketika seseorang tiba-tiba meminta maaf atas kesalahan yang terjadi 2 tahun yang lalu, sudah tentu bahwa luka lama sedang mencoba untuk dibuka kembali. Aku benci mengingat-ingat masa lalu.

Why don't you came into my life again just as a stranger?  A complete stranger instead of came in, asking for apology about what have passed? Damn.

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