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at last he knows that I know. He's trying to explain but I understood. Just about time. And here comes the time.

"what do ya think?"
"it's okay, I'm on your side."
he smiled.
"I'm the next."
he laughed.

I know we both wants to get out of here badly. I just haven't got a chance.
I feel so pleased that he finally decides to go, he doesn't suits here-never suits here, and there'll be a huge financially restructuring later on his life. And I know that the decision made will left no regrets.
He deserves better, all of us deserves better if we think we deserve better.

His decision encourage me to make a better decision of my life, my lifetime career for exact. We have to be brave, take the risk, the result would be worth since we keep the faith in it.

All I'm about to say is that for me it wouldn't be easy, but at least I know it's the best for his life.
At last, he leaves.

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