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Gratefully grateful?

I was on the way office this morning by a bus standing in front of occupied passenger seat, enjoying my shuffling playlist, scrolling twitter timelines. One of my favorite 30 minutes of a day. I read one of my favorite Indonesian author tweets while I realize this: that each of us never know enough unless He allow us to know.

Meaning: we actually don't know anything, if only we'd mind to realize that He provide us ears to listen, eyes to see, tongue to talk, and heart to feel what's happening around. By all that senses working well, we can manage to know everything.

Gratefully grateful?

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